His Love

My life is taking a very new turn and I am excited- if you thought you knew me, get ready for a new revelation of who I really am...today I woke up into a different world where everything is working out for good for me-where everything I had been raised and had thought to be impossible seems nonexistent because even the impossible is possible to me; a world where I am nolonger defined by my weaknesses because in them I am now strong; a ...new WORLD where Life is beautiful inspite of the struggles of each day and the pains inflicted,I am unshaken because through them my endurance is stretched....This afternoon, I stand with a hymn "for it reaches to the highest mountain and it flows to the lowest valley- oh wonderful blood that gives me strength from day to day, it will never lose its power" for today even when nothing seems to be going right I can declare "ey bazalwane akukho uJesu angeke akulungise-yebo ngiyazi!" ( i know because He has done wonders in my life-and if He did it in mine, He can surely do it in yours if you give it to Him) and I quote " FOR THERE IS NOW NO CONDEMNATION FOR THOSE WHO ARE IN CHRIST!" Yaz I look at my past life and I look at my life now and I think ' My God! How was I able to make room for all these useless things in my life and still manage to live?' and my wonderful comforter,my gentle spirit says 'You thought you were managing,you thought you were happy,having the best time of your life and alive whilst it was only by His grace that you lived to see the next day-so worship and give Him praises for His ultimate sacrifise;those wounds and those stripes were for you to come to this realisation and knowledge of truth so you may live as a living testimony of His love-Now walk in the light and dont return to the mud as like pigs would...now you are about to have the best days of your life!' I did not understand what Paul mearnt when he said all that had been profit to me I now regard as rubbish so I may know Christ, but the meaning is slowly coming to life when I see my heart beginning to lose interest in the things I could have grabbed with both hands and held onto with my teeth if need be not so long ago-Slowly I decrease as my will is nolonger mine and as my soul slowly loses grip with my flesh as He continues to increase and as my spirit gains control of my flesh. My friends, I wish you could all partake with me in this feast of the living bread and drink from the well of the living waters...walk with me in this journey as we all find our knees before the throne of grace and run with me this race of victory in faith.